Will Porter (will_porter) wrote,
Will Porter

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I'm not hanging my head, but I do feel a bit silly

After my outburst on Tuesday regarding Dr. Burditt, I felt the need to clarify a few things. I had a tantrum.

Hmm, I guess there was just the one thing to clarify.

He called me out on some things in our session and I got mad, picked up my toys and went home. The only problem with doing something like that is it sort of defeats the purpose of being in therapy. I'm a really easygoing guy for the most part, but every now and then my buttons get pushed. In real life, it's not such a good thing. But, in therapy it's great. Instead of running away, I should have stayed and hashed it out with him. Now I know better.

I've called Dr. Burditt and he isn't at all upset that I did what I did. I didn't think he would be, but I always have that fear in the back of my mind that if I act up in any way, I'll be rejected for it. Graeme said that he was happy to have seen some real emotion from me because I'd spent my last session acting as if everything was just fine. He also said that I kept flirting with him, but I'm not sure how true that is. Is it flirting if you tell someone you can't remember something because you keep getting distracted by looking at them? Even if it's true? He had been asking me for certain details about things and I kept getting distracted because he's got really pretty eyes. I told him that and now he accuses me of flirting. It's just a fact! Anyway, I did get a chance to ask him when he'd be able to meet Orlando and Shy, and he said he can clear some time before my regular session a week from Tuesday. That's the 17th, so I'd better mark it down in case I forget.
Tags: graeme, orlando 09, shy 09
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