Will Porter (will_porter) wrote,
Will Porter

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After much thought

I've taken some time to think about this sexual frustration stuff and I've come to the conclusion that I'm a bit of an ass. Or an arse as Shy and Orli would say. It's just that it's so much easier to focus on what Little Willy's doing rather than how hard it is

Oops, wait a minute.

[locked from Shy] (thanks, Wes!)

It's easier to focus on the sex drive than how hard it is to live

[locked from Shy and Orlando]

It's easier to focus on the sex drive than how hard it is to live in the same house with a loving couple. That's what it feels like. I love Orlando and Shy to distraction. They love one another. Orlando loves me. Shy is indifferent towards me. I'm living with a happy couple. I'm not living in a happy trio. That hurts. So it's easier to whine about wanting to get laid than vomit my feelings all over everyone.

I didn't even need to see Dr. Burditt for that little bit of self-evaluation, thank you very much.

Now, I have to get some sleep and put on a happy face for tomorrow because it's my Boo's birthday. We're staying in and being sweet and romantic and counting our blessings.


So, to recap: I'm the ass and I'm sorry for doing or saying or thinking or whatevering anything that upsets anyone in my house.
Tags: graeme, musings 09, orlando 09, shy 09
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